Beeing reprobate is good. I'm reprobate too and feel fine. Ok, I didn't know the word at first, I had to look it up in a dictionary, but it seems to describe me pretty well. I hope you find itcomfortable too.
Welcome Jerry! Just take it easy upon us not englishspoken members.
(Speaking for myself, I know.)
Btw: We have some distinguished members even older than you. I wouldn't have guessed they are though until they incidentally mentioned it somewhere. From your post I would have guessed at not more but 55 or so...